Sunday, 27 March 2011

Sunday, 13 February 2011

  • Maybe it's because valentine's round the corner...

    That I'm feeling so down. I know I always say I like being single but like every other single hunk or babe out there, it's not easy to last through valentine's alone. Sure, have a 'singles-only' party with a bunch of single friends, but I'd bet my last dime that you can't get rid of that annoying feeling that's eating you- you're still single.

    From there, I go on to think about what love is all about- does it really exist? Is it really that noble that guys and girls throw away their checklist (don't deny it because we all have one) and just wholeheartedly love someone who doesn't fit into their checklist at all? Checklists like good looks, decent wealth, thoughtful, loving-in short, the almost perfect guy. A guy and a girl are only attracted to each other cause they fit into each others' checklist, then is that still love? Now, I'm really confused.
    If you're gonna say love does exist, just look at those elderly couples, so loving. You may call me a pessimist but all I see is their loyalty- towards each other, their kids, their family. After all, most humans like patterns, why break a pattern that works well when it takes so much to just start another.

    So to make everyone happy, i'd assume love exists. So then, what do I expect from my potential partner? Out comes the checklist: decently looking, dresses well, decently wealthy, loving, thoughtful, taller than me, (and the list goes on). I really don't know, what kind of guy do I love or will end up loving? Will I only love guys who fit the list or will there be exceptions? If so, does that mean the list is not the kind of guy I think I'm looking or waiting for? What does it mean to be in love? What am I supposed to feel when I'm in love?

    I really don't know and I'm guessing many out there is as clueless, if not there wouldn't be break- ups and heartaches.

    What the hell is love?
    Do you really know?
    But honestly, I secretly wish someone would give me a bouquet of my favourites (Fyi, they're Gerbera daisies, sunflower and baby breath), but I also do know that, that day ain't here yet.

Friday, 26 November 2010

Sunday, 21 November 2010

Monday, 15 November 2010

  • Who I want to go shopping with after As

    In order (with reasons, so don't take offense):

    1) Elizabeth Gan and Jacqueline Soo because I need their advise but not like either of them have time for me. :(
    2) Eugene Chia cause he's simply so much fun to hang out with. :) plus I remember, I picked out his prom suit! :D
    3) Kenneth Ng, well, we already agreed to, so he is definitely on the list. ;) plus we have got some serious catching up to do.
    4) Hong Hsiang Wei because he is like my girlfriend! :D and he gives advise from a guy's point of view.
    5) The Clique - Ryan Han, Cris, Lawrence Kam, Justin Tang (maybe?) - cause I like to pick suits though it seems like Lawrence doesn't need one.
    6) Tan Qiao Wei and Erika Choe though I know I'll suffer from inferiority complex.

    Things I want to buy after As:
    1) 3 pairs of shoes - 1 pair of 4-inch heels for prom, 1 pair of 2 to 3-inch wedges for daily use, 1 pair of flats.
    2) A new Longchamp maybe, but I doubt so. Just a thought, heehee.

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